(This is an email she sent to me, Amelia. Lest there be any confusion. If her parents or her foward the emails she sends them, I'll post them. I'm just working with what i've got right now.)
3/18/13 --
"oh my gosh. i miss people calling me JENN. MY NAME IS JENN. BUT SHHH ITS A SECRET OUT HERE. its so funny. the english speakers i hang out with told me i don´t look like a jenn.... and i´m like.... reallly?
dude the time change wasn´t crazy at all. its weird how fast i got used to it. sometimes i´m like.... dude my homies in utah are still asleep. when i´m getting into bed at night (like 4pm for you) i wonder what everyone´s doing.
i got super homesick on saturday because i was dreaming of you guys. so i showed the sisters my pictures and told them stories and it made me feel better. no one has as many pictures as i do, its a bit embarrassing but also makes me feel cool. my comp is a nightmare. she had to go back to her hometown to take care of some business, and it was the happiest day and a half. if i could spend all day with the english speakers, i´d be completely fine. but there´s a lot of good people here other than that, and i love them all so much already. its bumming me out that today is my last day at the mtc. yeah dude, i get assigned TOMORROW. its crazy. but you should give out my email to the ones you feel like deserve it because i´ll have like loads more time once i´m out in the field. and right now i´m only writing you and my dad. its kind of sad. but i´m happy to hear from you.
I MISS YOU LIKE A WHOLE BUTT LOAD, (not like a representative of christ should speak) ITS WHATEVER.
did everyone like the cds???????????????? like i hope i didn´t emotionally scar anyone. i was geniunely worried.
my friend elder thorpe says you guys would get along. he peeked at my screen. he´s awesome. he loves beyonce and we´re basically best friends. yes, all true. i´m not just saying that because he´s probably reading over my shoulder.
dude, no joke i was singing some of our songs in the shower on tuesday. happy wolfpackaversary my dears. you´re my happy thoughts when i need to fly out here.
i´m very happy you´ve been hanging out with the thomas family. i miss sundays at their house. i just miss everyone. like if i could virtually hug you all right now i would. so virtual hugs!
i went to the temple on thursday. i´m going to miss waking up to it every morning. its just a nice reminder that thats why i´m here so people can someday go in there like i did and make sacred covenants. thats why i´m a missionary. good thing i have pictures to hang up once i´m out in the field. i´ll be able to go once every 3 months to the temple.... compared to twice a week... but hey i´m on the lords time not jenn´s time.
i´m going to send you a message for the blog with pictures. if it lets me.
DUDE OF COURSE I´VE BEEN USING MY 1D TOOTHBRUSH. since day one! sister seastrand and sister peterson sing to me everynight when i brush my teeth. they sing one thing because i played it on the guitar for them. haha btw seastrand is the american sister who is basically my favorite person, she´s from provo and peterson is from sweden and that girl is seriously an angel. she´s going straight to the celestial kingdom. seastrand is going to madrid with me but peterson is going to barcelona. i could cry.
also there´s a british elder and he´s awesome and loves john mayer and we´re also best friends. hahaha i make him speak to me in an american accent and its the best thing. i´ll have to get a picture with him tonight to show you.
anyways, i´m learning a lot but i can definitely testify that the spirit does not dwell in contentious situations. its almost sad when i get along with 22 other missionaries except for the ONE that i should be getting along with. but its whatever. i´m trying my hardest and thats all i´ve got. i know why i´m out here and i´m trying to give it my all because i know my savior lives and i have to share that with these people.
i love you and everyone so much. i´m constantly just trying to think of what i can do everyday to make everyone proud. i hope its working. peace and blessings ya´ll."